TotalMTB has been working with @leightonvans for a few years now & they’ve been awesome in supporting us, I couldn’t thank them anymore.

They’ve said I can take out a van as & when I need to for bike events & trail centres which would help massively taking my bike & when I’ve got extra stuff to give out to people.

Not only would it help me with more storage space & easier to take the bike but I would be getting content & documenting having the van on social media as well as people seeing it out & about.

This for anyone & including me is a dream offer BUT the problem is I’m battling is my anxiety & it’s been over a year now!!

I really want to do it & take a van out and I know I’d love it, but the anxiety around it is just too much currently & unfortunately it’s winning.

What I’m anxious about….
– it’s 35 mins away (it may not seem a lot)
– I’ve never driven a bigger car then a focus and I’m worried about driving it on country roads & motorways with the size
– Parking
– General scrapes or scratches as it’s worth a lot (even though I’m 99% sure nothing would happen)
– Any break ins while out or at home
– I don’t want to be so anxious the first time that I make myself ill & don’t go anyway with it & look silly to LV
– Sorting the paperwork out & stuff in the office
– I’m worried my anxiety may put LV off letting me use one

I know how much I’d love it once I got into using one, it’s just that first step that’s so difficult.

I just don’t want to make a fool of myself and/or mess up.

I do think I could be of benefit to LV by taking a van places to help market it and taking photos for socials but it’s so difficult battling the above.

I really do hope soon I can push past the anxiety & start taking a van out

It’s makes me so frustrated when it prevents me from doing & experiencing things I know I’d enjoy ????‍♂️????????

#AnxietySucks #MentalHealthMatters

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